Changing Malaysia

Next week, Malaysia is going to have it’s 14th Election and I believe this is the biggest Election to date. Why I think that? it’s because Malaysia former Prime Minister, Tun Dr Mahathir decided to create a new party call Parti Pribumi Bersatu Malaysia and make a coalition with other opposition party to form Pakatan Harapan in order to defeat Barisan Nasional who has been Malaysia Government for the past 60 years plus. You have to understand that Tun M is from Barisan Nasional and he was former President of the party. So when he decided to turn the other way, the Barisan Nasional peeps felt betrayed but no as much as Tun M himself, because he is the one that help the current PM to be in power and now look what happened….

I personally think the reason Tun M  left the former party and create the new one because DSN is a bad Prime Minister. Tun M saw it and felt he has to do something. I believe that is the story even other people kept saying the reason he rebel is because DSN refuse to help Tun M children. That is pure bullshit! hello? DSN government is based on money from the top until bottom and suddenly he doesn’t want to help Tun M children because it’s wrong and he got morale? I think not. Tun M love Malaysia so much and all it’s children in it, and we Malay are his favourite children. Yes he is biased even racist but that doesn’t make him a bad PM. He was awesome when he was a PM. Brave, courages, smart and a little cunning, open mind and most importantly he help Malaysia to where it stand now. He got all the quality and that’s why Malaysian still pinning over him to take over the country.

I know everyone got their own reason to vote for the Party they believe in and even I judge the decision but I cannot stop it. I just hope when you decide you decide for better Malaysia. Not because you want your race get better treatment form the other or not because you think your party can help you to got to heaven.  It’s already 2018 and it’s time for Malay to move on and help themselves. And I hope the baby boomer generation don’t look down at my generation by saying we still need the government to help the Malay to succeed because we don’t need it anymore. Everywhere I go, I saw the Malay success story and I am proud. The corrupt leader has got to be thrown away. We need a better Malaysia, sticking to the same government for the past 60 years is not going to help.

Also, fyi my generation does not complain about everything! for some reason people think that the reason we want to change the government because we have a hard life? yes, the motor oil has become expensive, so does everyday essential and especially the house price but that are not the only reason we want change, I personally think despite all of these life goes on, we can complain but it’s not like we can change anything, So we just try our best. But the corrupt government? that we can change!




Hello me again, today I’m going to rant about my life AGAIN!

I know we have to be grateful ALWAYS! And truthfully I kind of have everything I used to pray for but why am I so miserable? ahhhhhh actually I have found the source of my headache and  you know what they say when you find the source it much easier to find the cure? well in my case not really.

I know that my current job stress me out majorly… Like I will be dragging my butt out of the bed everyday to go to work. I’m super demotivated. But it’s not like I can not working and stay home, momma need to earn money to shop -_-

Dilemma, dilemma. I really2 want to quit  because I worry about my mental health, like literally the job stressing me out, not the job la, it’s my boss to be honest. Like I’m not perfect. I admit that hence I often made mistakes although I tried my best not to. Sometimes because I love to procrastinate I bound to have problem but one thing for me is that I’m fast I can finish job like in an hour or so no problem. Still my boss love to find my mistakes likeeee bitch please if you want to have a prefect PA please hired an angel or something, plus I have no PA background and most job I did is ad-hoc job nothing to do with being PA. LIKE I NEED A RAISE  if I have to do everything.

Feels so good to rant here but much better if I quit.

P/S: Can I get everything I want pleaseeee


New Year

I stopped having new year resolution like 5 years ago. Because I know how useless it is, like literally. I never ever do it so why bother?

But this year I was like let’s have new year resolution, like a doable one. So I think of few,

  1. Reading more books. Sooo I read so less book last few years, which is super sad. I love bookssss,
  2. Save money, this sound so impossible because I spent so much on shopping, but I will try.
  3. Pray 5 times a day, like no skip
  4. Be kinder, to everyone. To my family especially! Never too late.

I think this list is doable right?

P/S: It’s okay just to recycle your last year resolution.

Married Life

You heard it right folks, I am married!!!! like how it’s happen? well it happened during the time I’m not writing this blog, since I’m busy with wedding preparation and life.

How’s the wedding??? well it’s super long to tell so another post for the wedding 😉 so this post definitely going to skip the wedding and straight to my married life. Hmmmmm I have nothing but grateful for everything, I’m not yet experience a full married life since we still didn’t live together yet, but we are planning on doing it next year which is going to be in 2 weeks, like 2018 is super near y’all *gasps*

The married life as I experienced it so far had been wonderful, I mean we known each other for like 10 years; next year, and been together for 7 years now married to each other for about 5 months, plus minus and yetttt there is still so much I didn’t know about my lovely, deary and amazing husband. Like literally he is all that, lovely, deary, amazing and so many more words can’t describe. I mean I know him before, but nowwwwww, he is more wonderful. So I can’t be more grateful that I married my husband. Thank you Allah 🙂

At first it was kind of hard adjusting life as a husband and wife, we both confuse and lost, still are mind you. But we are learning and it was super awesome. Of course me, a lazy and love to sleep person don’t want to change my habit, I would rather die than change it but as a sane person, I have to do something, I can’t continue lazing around my bed, watching movies, drama series and everything internet has to offer, can I?

But my husband is a patient person, like Korean drama would say, you must save a country in your previous life to get this kind of luck, maybe I did 😉 he wanted to changed me, in a good way but he do it slowly and patiently that my stubborn ass felt so sorry for him and decided, okay I’ll do it for you. But change need time, I mean you want me to jog in the morning? that pushing it mister! he also wants us to pray together, which is good and as a good wife and muslim, I should obey buttttt I felt like, the request disturb my lazy ass so sometimes I rebel. And since he was understanding husband we made an agreement that we pray together 3 times a day instead of 5, where I am okay with that.

I am a stubborn human being, there’s a lot of thing piss me off so disturbing my movie times was one of it, you can understand why I fought so hard for my right, can you? When I mean change it’s not like he wanted for me to be someone else, he just wanted me to adjust my time for him, okay? I’m still a feminist in heart and I don’t think it’s right for a guy to ask a woman to change her behavior just for him.

I don’t cook everyday for him since we are not living together, but we do have weekend home so every free weekend we stay together, sometimes I cook, most of the times we eat out. But when I cook, he also want to be in the kitchen to help, which I think so amazing. Even when I want to cook for him like a good wife I am he wanted to help -_-. Thank you to my MIL for raising such a rajin boy that like to help woman in the kitchen 🙂 and now I’m sick he literally do everything 🙂

I think that’s all for now, okay my husband is not beside me forcing me to write wonderful thing about him. In fact he is at work leaving his laptop behind so his sick wife is not lonely.

P/S: Is blogging still cool? or is it too early 2000’s?





I never thought of myself as introvert before. I think I’m just socially awkward and everyone is like that when they meet other people. Not in my 25 years of life I thought I am an introvert. So… when I read all this introvert stuff I felt weirdly connected. So i read and search more about this condition and wallahh, I guess I am kind of introvert but not the severe one laa, just so-so. Thank god, how more socially awkward I can be if I’m super introvert?

Everyone, please take this test to know what kind of person are you?

Hmmmm…. let me tell you life of introvert, it isn’t necessarily mean you are shy it just mean, you are uncomfortable to talk to other people but when your are comfortable with the person you will talk until someone ask you to shut the fuck up! literally. So I have a few people I’m comfortable with, my family, my feyonce, my close friends (which you can literally count with 2 hands and you still have 1 finger left)

And we are easily socially exhausted. Like if I go out today, I don’t want to go out tomorrow. I already use all my social quota today. You get it? I just want to stay in my bed, watching movies, drama or reading. Don’t disturb please! And during a party you will be bored out of your mind and wish to go back home early even the party is full of people you will literally feel annoyed. I find myself to do that quite often. It’s not that I hate everyone. But I really2 treasure my alone time.

I guess other people when they meet socially awkward person they be like, why so awkward, get out from your comfort zone or why you do nothing all weekend? yada yada It just me being me and I it was GLORIOUS!